Hello guys!
This is my second week of secondary school! YAAY! I made it this far. I must admit , however , that i met a few strange characters.[ Mostly freakishly disgusting boys] I mean once this CERTAIN boy said[ i don't intend to disgust you] " WE HAVE BIG BALLS." Errrr......and for a convent girl to hear this kind of thing for the first time.....EWWW!
And it doesn't stop there! I have a flirtatious boy siting next to me. You can imagine......And this is the first time i heard the F-word being used in daily life. Everywhere you turn, there's always F you this ,F you that....MANNN was that weird too! Looking at the more better things in school, i met loads of new friends ! They ,well , are ermm...normal. Don't get me wrong, they are fabulous but ,well ,normal. The kind of friends you usually get[which is great...] but i haven't found a friend that i can trust...yet. My best bud, S ,[i want to keep everybody's name a secret b'cos i have no right to use their names..sorry! ] she's in Normal Academic[ 5 yrs] She's different....she's changed. I mean i have been her friend for 6 years and when you have that kind of long-term friendship thing going on , you tend to critic all NEW friends. I don't mean to be rude, but, i don't like them one bit. Maybe it's just me being all jealous, but that's highly unlikely. I thinks it's my gut feeling. My gut feeling wants me to tell her how i feel about her friends....but i'm worried that i would either hurt her feelings or just make her plain mad. I think her friends are cold-bitting bimbotic heartless creeps with a stupid everything![Maybe that's the jealous ego speaking...sorry...again] What if they betray her? And btw, i had a fair share of betrayal. Eventhough she was the one who so called" betrayed" me, i don't want her to ever feel that much pain. She's like my sister....i'm always there for when she needed me. We also fought like sisters. Should i just leave her alone to live her own life? Well, i suppose i should get to know them better before turning a cold shoulder towards them...maybe...
Don't worry, i'll figure things out. Anyway, Kc has to use the computer so , for now, toddles! And ermm please leave a comment after reading! Thx! Love you guys!